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lyrics

I’m almost 15 and it’s been two weeks since school started. Mr. Woolsey asks me trivia questions about The Beatles every time we are around one another, so I think of any excuse to get near his desk. Because knowing the answers to his questions makes me feel...less alone? More useful? I don’t know. I’m goal oriented so if there is no goal in front of me, I’m completely lost. And I don’t feel lost around him. He calls me a vixen. I don’t know what that means.

Why did you do that? Why do I feel guilty?
How could you do that? Why did you pick me?

By the end of November, my dependence on Mr. Woolsey’s attention is beginning to fuel nearly every decision that I make. I shave every morning before school. I sleep five hours a night so I can talk to him while our families are asleep. I rack my brain for anything I can do to shock him, keep him interested. He calls me his little vixen. Now I know what that means.

Why did you do that? Why do I feel guilty?
How could you do that? Why were we ever alone, together?

The day after Christmas he sends me a text saying that he thinks we will definitely end up fucking each other. Hearing this gives me a clear understanding of how to keep the game going. Take the next step, prove him right.
Rules are made:
Rule #1: don’t tell anyone
Rule #2: don’t fall in love
Rule #3: do. not. tell. anyone.

For the next three years, I do anything he wants me to do. I feel...adopted. I fall in love. I lose my friends. I fill with guilt. I get trapped in the game. I don’t tell anyone because he says he’ll kill himself before going to prison. I don’t tell anyone because I would lose my best friend. I don’t tell anyone because then people will know. That I’m a slut. A homewrecker. A vixen.

Why did you do that? Why do I feel guilty?
Why does she hate me? I was just a baby.

I move away, gain perspective, and age. He tells me that he misses me, and reminds me that he will be forced to kill himself if anyone finds out about us. Years go by and my skin is scarred by blades, flames, and lashes. I throw up and starve when I feel worthless. I ask myself if he made me this way or if he’s doing it to someone else. I question if he actually loved me, and seek out the truth. The next time he looks at me, I can see straight through it. In a courtroom after twelve hours of questioning and revealed sex tapes. After understanding what it all really means. Now I call myself a vixen. And not his. No, I call myself a vixen because I am cunning and clever and terribly difficult to deceive.

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from Vixen, released November 5, 2021

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